啊啊这是我的窝

可恶。竟然感冒了。都是那几颗开心果惹的祸。还有之后的那只绿茶棒。
刚买了好几盒子中药立即就派上了用场，今天上课用掉了快一包餐巾纸，下课后桌子上一片白花花。
昨天没去听纪连海，想想就知道应该是人山人海的。一直在睡啊睡啊，睡到天昏地暗~
校内网竟然在维修，没劲阿。

I've never been so grateful.
Tears kept in my eyes all the time during the computer class chatting with you.I didn't know why,I just couldn't hold on.I saw every word you typed and my tears were just there,naturally.Even now,I'm writting this blog,I am not able to get them back.
You are absolutely right and I just forgot all the important things in life. To be happy,the essence of being alive,is just covered by the dust on my dim heart.I kept unhappy and was unaware of the beautiful and meaningful things.I paid too much attention on the dark side and didn't notice the bright one.
Scholarship and fame are not the only things.You are not forcing me to earn that kind of stuff.I was pushing myself and I screamed inside my heart why there was so heavy pressure.All the sadness was aroused by me.
I just what to say,you impressed me so much,mom.I used to tease you that you were so weak in the psychalogical treatment but I changed my mind.You are excellent,thoughtful,friendly.
I shed lots of tears for you,my mom.You did change my state of mind.I love you. You are really a special mom as you said.

I regreted a bit not taking part in.
I didn't feel that until the end seeing the winners' smiling faces.FRESHMAN.It occured to me.Everybody can be a freshman only once the whole life.I lost the chance to fill it.Although I wouldn't be one of them standing on the stage,at least I tried,I experienced.
They are so much excellent though I don't want to say they are much much better than me.I just don't want to accept the reality.But now,I can do nothing with it.I must be more active and practice and practice.I am getting better not to feel down easily and I'm satisfied with this.Thanks to the competition which broadened my horizon and remind me of many things I need to do,I won't be that sensitive and cherish every opportunity.
That's what I learned.I remembered every word you told me,mom.Thank you so much.

¡Hola!

Me llamo Fátima.Soy estudiante de la Universidad de Lengua y Culturar de Beijing.Esdutio Español.Hablo un poco.

Tenemos tres en mi familia,mis padres y yo.Mi padre es mecánico y mi madre trabaja en la revista.Ellos son jovenes.Tienen cuarenta y uno.

Mi casa es grande.En ella hay dos salas,cuatro habitaciones,una cocina y un cuarto de paño.Mi dormidorio es pequeño,pero muy bonito.

¡Gracias!

Translation:
Hello.My name is Fátima.I study in the Beijing Language and Culture University.I study Spanish.I can speak a little.
There are 3 people in my family,my parents and I.My father is an engineer and my mather works for a magazine.They are young and they're 41 years old.
My home is big.There are 2 living rooms,4 rooms,1 kitchen and 1 bathroom.My room is small but very nice.
Thanks!

I had an oppointment with a fan of Mansai-san so I got on line on 9 or so.Eventually,I downloaded the video I wanted.Then we went to the sushi restuarant having an awesome dish,simple but Japanese.I really enjoyed myself there talking with students majoring in Japanese. I was overwhelmed with lots of boring things.An assignment to look up the important words in the dictionary and make a sum-up.Actually,it's teacher's job,but she said"Will you do it,Emily?",I accepted.To tell the truth,it's not a bad thing to do this,at least I recalled some words and was forced to learn the usage.A friend asked for my laptop to do her application for the Party,and at last,I finished my essay about the 17th Party Meeting and emailed it to the news center. So tired today.Just don't know why.I wasn't able to cheer myself up.I could hardly be satisfied with what I did and thought.I did want to sit there quietly studying,but was always absent-minded.I need more exercise and make my Spanish better and better to get ready for the mid-term exams.I saw the same situation on friend's Xiaonei and I just felt a bit comfortable.I am tired but not tired of doing things.I do love studying but can't cheer up and go deep with it.I prefer sitting there with nothing to do,just like an idiot. I mustn't use Internet like this.That's a waste of time.I must go back studying.

I went the flea market and bought an English noval called The Whole Story and Other Stories written by Ali Smith and 4 Japanese music cds.The only singer I know is Zard,although I'm not into her,she's dead,just for memorial.I paid 60 for all of them,that's a bargain I think. We started to learn the rules how to change the verbs in different situations.It's a little difficult,but I found I wasn't that awkward when speaking.Maybe just illusion~hehe. Life is still like this,plain,regular and ordinary.I just had Pizza Hut and I felt it was really expensive and didn't worth it.I won't go there except on special occasion and with a delighted mood.I hate wasting money on foods and clothing.That's not my life and shopping philosophy.I do love bargaining with the salers,which makes me feel successful and cheers me up easily. Tomorrow afternoon I will go to the sushi store to taste the Japanese food and watch the cooking method. Good luck.

Thins changed and I felt alright now.Please don't worry about me,that's why I'm not willing to tell you everything.
Maybe I was upset about teamwork that we have to do a survey as the assignment in the political class.We had a short meeting tonight to decide our topic,however,I found them really nice people and we changed ideas freely and frankly.I am not so afraid then.
And I suddenly realized that I am not confident enough.That's the radical reason why I sometimes feel upset and refuse to chanllenge.Perhaps the most proper word to describe me is TIMID.Hehe~~that's true.I am just afraid of doing everything new but when I look into it,it's not that difficult and scaring.I have been like thins since childhood.I still remember I was strongly against to take an English class but at last I could do very well every time.I am alwsays like that.Afraid to do but can do well.
Tomorrow I'll undertake a task to write a piece of news on a big activity called The Girl's Festival.After that,I'll meet Julia,the Italian woman at 13:50 to do with my English and her Chinese. I felt my English is so so so poor and I'm really worried about it.On Sunday,Lai Shixiong,the famous Taiwanese scholar in English will give a lecture and I prefer to enjoy it.
I am alright now,I am sure.Don't worry about me,mom.

Hu Min,who is called the Father Of IELTS in China,gave us a lecture on English learning and the plan for life.Actually I wasn't that interested in it,just made accompany with Liu Bingqing,but I did learned something useful.Although he's not as humorous as Yu Minghong or Xu Xiaoping,he was also able to make us laugh.He's young and had an adventurous life that he  quited good jobs twice.He came up with 2 main points,one is to learn English happily and healthily,the other is to arrange a life plan every 5 years just like what the government is doing.He mentioned a sentence that changed his life:Most Americans change their residence every 5 years.He said not to only focus on the surface of the words,we should pay attention to the deep meaning.5 years is enough to have some changes in life,however,it needs struggling.So if we have a blueprint of our life and arrange it rather well,we can make life better and better in many 5 years.It does make sense.
He also mentioned that we should build up our body in order to be healthy and work for a long time.To my surprise,he can still remember the text in New Concept 2 and he recited one of the texts during his lecture.His British pronauciation is so beautiful just like a native speaker.I was totally astonished.
I decide to jump rope in the morning so as to keep fit and study and work for a long time.